Monday, September 19, 2011

Assholes and Bullshit and Fuck You Too!

The first guy that showed up at the bar last night was some guy from Canada en route to DesMoines. Dez Moynzz. I ignored everything he said, including "can I have another?" He fell asleep at the bar and I had him hauled away. Fuck you.
I'm wasted as I write this. I took a final and passed it. I don't know what I'm doing.
Last night a crackhead approached me and my friend. I wasn't afraid because he was clearly insane. But maybe I should have been afraid. Maybe I just want to be murdered. Or close to it. Like I have said, I need to feel the pain to satisfy my imagining of the pain. I'm always thinking about getting hit by a truck.I throw myself out of a low window and embellish in the impact. Ah, now I can put that pain in my imagination to sleep.
Put the pain in my imagination to sleep...that's life right there.


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