Monday, April 22, 2013

Yeah, well, fuck



It's some kind of super narcotic, "being alive" or rather "wanting" to "be alive". Struggling for bullshit. Working a register, slinging a food product, saving a life... to have your nose hover above water, meanwhile life is blowtorching your scalp. To pay the fucking rent, you suck all levels of cock. You don't see the day transition... And when I say "cock", I mean "fucking bullshit". Smiling. Politeness. Here's your fucking "egg-fuck-scramble", here's your "heart-rape-symphony." And somebody set the price...for food, for rent, for a car, for gas...and that person or persons are sticking their cocks into and stuffing their cunts with the fumes of misery emanating upward toward an asshole full of lights, also known as "space".  If we could grasp "space" and our own insignificance, then maybe the price of living would go down. If those in power and those on the street with blown-up egos could all understand that they are "nothing". Vapid. Empty. Lucky. Shit. Rise, but don't interrupt watching reality television...you rise for cake, for taking a shit, for your dildo or dick lubricant...you won't exercise so you eat and masturbate. And then the explosions...
Took a cab home with a pint of tequila and finished it, door to door, cap to lips, fuck to you.  If  only I had a sledgehammer...
There is no reason for anyone to be hungry tonight. There is no reason for anyone to be loveless tonight. There is no reason for anything at all. The structure. ...  ... has to fall.

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